Had a hair appt. right after work, said take 1½ inches off, but not saying in the back and not as short in the front..1 ½ all around, but I like it!!
Came home H and S were washing H’s truck. S had the hose and I’m thinking how do I get in the house without getting sprayed. Was almost to the door and H starts yelling “spray her, spray her” and I’m yelling not in the garage and H is yelling “spray her” as I make it safely into the house!!
Once we were all in the house it was decided we’d go out to eat for pizza! H was in such a good mood as was I and we had fun, S was a in too good of a mood, couldn’t sit still. H talked about his dad, his friend that I had asked about the other day that my H said he hadn’t talk to in awhile. I’m thinking it might have prompted H to call his friend.
Came home, H got his boots on to go out and mow the lawn. I followed and took the push mower to trim where rider can’t reach. S was on his swing set. Once I was done, H asked me to ride so that he could weedwack. S jumped on with me after I finished mowing to ride the mower and steer. S is so cute, thinks he's mowing the lawn. The blade is off when S is on the mower.
Came in the house, H and S took a shower. H watched TV for a bit while I got S ready for bed. While S was brushing his teeth H went into the bedroom and then out. When I walked in some of my clothes were on the ceiling fan...cracks me up!
Earlier in the evening H asked me why I was grabbing him Monday night? Was it for me or H? I said it was for both of us. H said again was it for you or me? I repeated what I said. Do you think H thinks I’m using him for the sex?
H laid with S until he fell asleep, H got up and went downstairs and then S calls from his room for me to come in there so S wasn’t asleep. I went in and rubbed S’s back for a minute, covered him up and went to bed. Read for a bit and then turned the light off to go to sleep.
I then heard H coming back up the stairs and he came into the bedroom and asked me if I was still “interested from Monday” and was S asleep and well you can guess where it went from there. AND, he stayed with me all night!! First he asked me if it was okay.
We talked a bit, H asked me why I slept on his side. I tried to explain it but I don't think H understood. When I sleep on my side, H's side is empty and I think of him and miss him. So if I sleep on his side I don't miss him...does that make sense...and it's closer to the bathroom and just more convenient when getting in and out and up in the morning.
I misplaced my cell phone, I thought I had lost it, but for the life of me couldn’t figure out where or how. I knew it was last in the living room, tried calling it but it was turned off which was strange as I knew I had left it on. Well this morning H calls me and says it’s on the refrigerator, that S had found it and tried to call his brother, yes he knows how to use the cell phone to call his brother. I thanked H and left for work.
I tried not to put any meaning to anything or to have any expectations about anything..oh thoughts went through my head...but I did my best to turn them off, just let them go right through my thinking process. Ended up thanking G for all the goodness of last night.
