~j~ Yesterday was easy. A day like any other, while in lockdown. D3 & I did our GAL routine. We actually baked too. Again, 00 isn't hiding as much. On the side lines. D3 enjoy the interaction with all of us. Whenever 00 & D3 are engaged in an activity, I check in & say..."I'm doing xyz.. for a bit".(GAL). He's been fine. No acting weird, just being his normal self. What I'm use to.

I think the other night he was super chatty because he had drank some wine, more than 1-2. There hasn't been any heavy drinking here from either of us during lockdown. Normal 1 a day or none. No further talk regarding unfiled agreement. I checked online with the courts websites, and nothing has been filed. And everything else is in order financially. I'm still covered under his insurance & don't have a job, so waiting is fine by me. It's just Plan (A) in my eyes. Same outcome, differnt route.

A part of me wonders, did he change his mind? Is this why he's buzzing around more? Has this lockdown made him think more? A crazy thought a friend mentioned. And I thought, I don't know...maybe? Zero expections. He's D3 dad always. My old friend visiting, like a roommate. Geez, this lockdown/visit could go on until the end of April. His work typically starts mid May.

Hang on to your hat! Hopefully for a smooth ride.


~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever