My brain knows it's way to early in my sitch to expect any changes.
Anything he might see and feel in me is too early to trust. He has no fear of losing me. His last words to me last week is that he was trying to respect my wishes.
I've had this strong urge to ask him to call so we could talk... why???? Even if he agreed to call to talk I dont have any idea what I would say to him so it all seems silly... is it to see if hei would even talk at all?
I want to text that since he is not paying off the cars could he move that money back to other acct?
What does it matter? Am I being controlling?
I know I'm type A personality. I know I have a strong need for neat and tidy.
