Wow, every graemlin! I'm honored. I really think it's time to add a few new ones to the selection.
I'm beginning to sound like a broken record, in a little less than a week you know who is a no show. Yep, didn't come home last night. Although in thinking back to Monday after he said "he won't be here" he added "I'm going to look at a boat tomorrow night", which was last night. OW is selling her boat, do you think he meant he was going to see OW in a read between the lines kind of way?
Oh well, I detached last night in the way I've been working towards. Read the bible for awhile, cried for awhile, not becuase H wasn't home, but because of the sadness of the whole situation, the obsurdity and the "why me" in a cleansing way maybe Well I put my expectations, my faith, my trust in the Lord, I turned totally to him last night and once I fell asleep which was 11:30ish didn't wake up till right before my alarm went off. I don't feel well rested, but I slept and let go of H. Took my mind off the circumstances and was comforted by the Lord and I felt comforted.
Afterall my H isn't my H anymore, really. He's a lost soul.
Well I'm off to the treadmill and I will continue to strengthen my faith as I feel a little different today.
My only question is will this ever end? Will H just continue to go back and forth, back and forth until his head explodes?
Well I put my expectations, my faith, my trust in the Lord, I turned totally to him last night and once I fell asleep which was 11:30ish didn't wake up till right before my alarm went off. I don't feel well rested, but I slept and let go of H. Took my mind off the circumstances and was comforted by the Lord and I felt comforted.
