CanBird, Sorry you are going through this. I don't have much to add. I took a walk today and it was lovely to be out. But where i live it was finally sunny out with some minor clouds. Don't know if you can at least do that? Sending you peaceful thoughts.
W (me): 50 H: 46 M: 21 T: 25 S:17 D:15 BD 11/2019
Fate whispers to the warrior, "You can not withstand the storm" And the warrior whispers back, "I am the storm." ~Unknown