I've never really had good friends (history of attracting toxic ones), didn't relate to other women and just felt like an outcast. No one seemed to like me. Since H left I've made one really good female friend. I've also been in a support group for a year and it's on hold now. Got a text last night from a woman. She said she missed our chats and could we find a way to keep in touch. I was so happy!!! That's TWO people who like me...for ME.
My other happy is I'm not interested in men. Not in a bad way in an I'm starting to enjoy a life that's all mine for a change. I still miss H and it pains me to think he's happier with someone else but I no longer feel the need to replace him.
