Kindly, I read what you wrote above and on Carindal's thread. Please be good to yourself. As your handle implies, be kind to yourself. Breathe. Find ways to drown out your thoughts. I put some ideas on Cardinal's thread and I think it applies to you too. Whatever you do, let things play out on their own. You already got the lawyer. So there's no response. That's fine. Right now is all there is. Make each moment a good one. Your good one. For you. Blessings!
W (me): 50 H: 46 M: 21 T: 25 S:17 D:15 BD 11/2019
Fate whispers to the warrior, "You can not withstand the storm" And the warrior whispers back, "I am the storm." ~Unknown