I was notified today that our April progress court date was continued until June for b/c of quarantine lock down. Usually I would be happy about this as it would just buy more time. Right now it almost feels like that bad thing that will work against me by making H feel more trapped or held back somehow. Of course, regardless of how he feels about that, there’s nothing I can do about that aspect of things or his feelings about it.
This - this is good. I need to get there too. Accepting that his feelings are out of your control.
AND, frankly this out of your control too. Let him be mad at COVID 19.
And, you are also right... more time... take the gift and keep working on yourself.