Hey, struggling to pay for things you don’t need or can’t afford is a lot like struggling to keep someone that can’t or won’t commit. It’s soul sucking and life destroying. Your gonna find so much happiness that’s impossible to find when your entwined to someone dysfunctional
Unless it pertains to the D I rarely look at my finances whereas before OMG I spent so much time trying to juggle money to pay for a life we couldn't afford. I "hustled for my worth" by any means necessary. I did things that I'd never do now. Money, sex, etc. He'd be happy when he got a new toy or sex but it faded until he got another "hit". I'd eventually get angry, he'd covertly blame me and the cycle started all over again.
