Kindly, it’s good to hear from you! I feel for you. It’s not easy living with these Hs, especially now. I’m struggling to get used to the new normal of being at home.
Originally Posted by Kindly
I find he’s always whistling or kinda humming something and just generally seems very content and happy with life. I feel like there is ZERO reflection or thought happening on his end as he sits almost all day and watches movies or plays video games. As much as I’m off his roller coaster, being around this all day ... hurts. The behaviour is still very confusing.
I could have written pretty much the same thing (and I guess I have, in my thread lately). I saw a break in the content mood last night, so I guess we’ve got to keep in mind things are not always as they appear. It seems their apparent happiness is a fragile one. When I was seeing H intermittently before all this and he was being friendly, I must have imagined maybe he was a changing a bit, but in close quarters now it also seems there is zero reflection on his end and no more maturity. Just distractions.
I am baking too. What have you made lately? I’m also enjoying this time to be out in the garden, although the temp is supposed to drop tonight, so I guess I need to cover the seedlings later today.
