Met H and S at the bank last night. H was quiet/subdued when I arrived, we did eye contact when I walked in, I was happy, H looked blank maybe is the word. Finished our paperwork, decided in the parking lot we would have pizza for dinner and meet at the restaurant.
H was still pretty quiet when we got to our table at the restaurant. I thanked him again for putting gas in my car earlier this week, that it was like getting a gift these days. I did thank him when he did it, but of course he didn’t hear it or remember me thanking him..so he brought that up. Then said “you didn’t thank me downstairs” After that the ice was broken and it was relaxed and freindly after that.
I was so tired didn’t do much, tried to watch Frasier and ended up snoozing in the chair until H came and started nuzzling on me. H was getting ready for his fishing trip and S was following behind wherever his D went.
H and S took a shower and then H layed with S until S fell asleep. I thought H would stop by and see me, I was so tired though and by then didn’t care either way. H got up and went downstairs, I must have fallen asleep because next thing I know he’s in our room. We I asked H if he was staying and he said he had his alarm set and got up. I didn’t say a word either way and went to sleep..I was beat.
Have no idea where he stayed either, I didn't ask he did tell me. I'm focussing on the friendship, for now, detaching is easier when H isn't sleeping with me every night. And is helping me get to the final stage of detachment...where all my worries, anxieties are in God's hands.
I asked H if he was staying and he said he had his alarm set and got up. I didn’t say a word either way and went to sleep..I was beat.
