I'm smart - got my doctorate in 6yr. I'm accomplished - I've been in my field for 27yr and at this same business for over 30... I know my clients AND their kids. I work hard. I am amazing mom. I was a good stepmom. I totally love doing laundry, the more the better! I keep a very clean house. I'm a decent cook but a very good baker. I'm a fabulous caretaker. Im working out more and getting stronger. I have THE cutest little feet... seriously little... lol. I get compliments on my looks. I can handle finances and taxes.
I'm getting my head around this... it's a marathon and it just started.
I can't be holding onto the boat or the bike... that's behaving like plan b. The sooner he move it the better right???
Fake it till I make it. Because that is gut wrenching.
I had it in me to kick him out... but I was in denial that that meant the stuff left too I thought a hard stance would be his wake up call.
It's all I can do to not text him tonight and ask what I could have done that he would have stayed. What's the one thing that he would have stopped in his tracks to see our 10yr was worth keeping.
