Can, can do, that's you. Glad you have the truths that let you see that 00 is all about 00 and didn't stick around for love, duty, or loyalty. Nope, just a selfish SOB who can't run yet. I'm glad he was there to help you with the tsumani though. Get some guided meditation apps for dealing with stress and anxiety. Lots of physical exercise and doing things for you, even if just painting your nails or ordering something online.