Okay, I'm going to hold strong! I'm not going to ask her to come by. I like the line CWarrior said, you are not giving her a chance to miss me. I realize that isn't the primary reason to detach but it's hard to detach for myself when I can't go out and have a life. So at the very least, not allowing her here, not contacting her, it may start to make her miss me. Maybe it won't but until I am able to keep myself busy (not coloring or playing hide-and-seek with my D3), then I'm constantly reminded on how I'm lonely and doing this alone.
I am going to have to see my W today so she can watch my D for an hour to help out while I have an appointment (insert eye roll on her helping out). I'm not going to say anything.
I will continue to post to update and seek support in troubled times. Thank you all!!!
