I can't imagine what you're going through right now. Is there anyway you can block out his "sounds"?? play music in your space to drown out his sounds so you don't go crazy listening to what he's saying to his friends? I find myself eavesdropping whenever my H takes a call at home. I don't want even want to care but I can't help it.
His happiness has nothing to do with you. You didn't cause his unhappiness, nor did the absence of you contribute to his happiness. He is in his own world, don't let HIM determine YOUR happiness.
