KC! So proud of you! When you first came back here I saw a beaten down, sad, poor self-esteem woman. Now I see a fierce, strong, woman that knows her own worth!! Almost brings a tear of joy to my eye. And I am a man that cries even less often then your H apologizes.
Keep it up. You are right, things will get worse before they get better. But with your new outlook I think you will be fine, and will get through!
Thank you Steve85 but know while I'm trying to make up for lost ground... there is still a big piece of that scared, timid, wanting to make everyone happy little girl.
I'll try not to let her come out too much... but I know that silence from H now will plant some seeds of self doubt.
I will work out tonight and sweat out as much as I can.
