I'm fairly new to the forum. You have patience and fortitude. Good for you. I am working on detaching and letting God. I didn't even know what that meant really. Been reading up on things. Learning that once I pray to stop fretting, thinking, planning, devising, trying to figure him out... I haven't done that since this all started. I had gotten to the point in my marriage that I felt if my H needed me to know, he'd tell me. But since BD in November, I have been obsessing about what he is thinking, feeling or doing. It's been driving me nuts. Now that I know I have an MLCer on my hands, I realize I need to let it all go. He will do what he will do. He's on his path and it make hurt me, make me feel sometimes like I want to die... but that's his path. I have mine. We may or may not meet again on our paths... but for now, he is still here and hasn't left. So I must do what I want to do and let him do what he needs to do. Prayer is something I have been doing a lot more of... Best to you Babe. Looks like you found something for yourself... learning a new language. Yay!
W (me): 50 H: 46 M: 21 T: 25 S:17 D:15 BD 11/2019
Fate whispers to the warrior, "You can not withstand the storm" And the warrior whispers back, "I am the storm." ~Unknown
