So H has retained an attorney. I guess that means that the process on settling the financials is moving forward.
I have been wanting this.
So why do I feel sad and a bit anxious?
It brings up a whole new set of questions. Will his attorney convince him to play hardball? Will we have to start from scratch? H is just now filling out the basic quesionnaire, and I had to provide him some info for that. Makes me a bit sad.
I know. Don't worry about what might or might not happen. Heck, I give that advice all the time!
But, I feel trepidation all the same.
I found myself saying out loud last night, for the very first time, that I miss H. What the heck? Why now?
Too much time at home, maybe. The distractions are there. Lots of manual labor in the yard. Projects getting done in the house. Taxes completed. Meals with the kids. I took today off, but have an intermittent cough that started a few days ago. Feel great otherwise. I'll stay home another day, and see what happens. But, I want to go to work. Take care of my patients. The distraction would be welcome.
