Thank you so much Job. They need all the prayers they can get. It's really bad. We are running out of supplies. ANd we are getting more and more patient's. An ED doctor from one of our sister hospitals is a new one. One is actually E's ex wife's friend's mom. SHe's doing well though. BUt when you aren't doing well with this, you aren't doing well.
I got kicked off my unit friday because they made it into the COVID unit. Just started building walls and windows..... FOr now we are sitting on a different unit with a literal 6 inches apart from us. It's not good. We should be working from home. We can do our jobs from home. But we aren't. I worked my job at my other hospital in the same system and they are protecting their case managers better, keeping them out of ALL rooms, not only iso. They are allowed to wear scrubs. Not us! We are shoved like sardines in a tiny closet office right int he middle of a unit. It's just stressful. ANd i really feel for those on the frontlines. That used to be me.
In other news, D12 is doing well with her home schooling. It is indefinitie when she will return. E and I are not physically seeing eachother for now due to my exposure. HIs son's decision at first. Now it's mine because I was too close for comfort to these COVID patients and I can't social distance at work. I can say this. E is REALLY into me. He likes me alot. I'm all over the board with my feelings. He is not what I am used to, that's for sure. I realize I do have certain qualities in a man I am usually attracted to. Usually a manly man type. That is not E. I call him bougee all the time. He grew up rich, likes the good things in life, can't fix anything, and grooms and pampers himself like a metrosexual. He isn't gay. He is just well cared for. At least he plays sports, lol. He's a self proclaimed Mr. Niceguy. ANd he did tell me he really doesn't drink. He does once in a blue moon. But I have drank everytime in front of him, and he never said anything. It's my thing, my wine at night, and no one is going to stop me! He knows hes a pushover. But he can be really sweet. So, I am just going to see how this plays out.
My ex has been so good to me. Never thought I would say that. He went to home depot to pick up the right door knob for D12's room when I couldn't find it. He installed it when he came to pick her up. He made homemade sauce and made a container for which he will drop off with D12. (it's not for D12, because she doesn't like red sauce). He is also giving me a few rolls of TP. Maybe people do change? It makes me a little sad he wasn't good to me when we were married. But hey, I'm glad he's good to me now. ANd no, he doesn't want me back and I don't want him back. When there is no pressure, I think it's easier to be kinder. My ex was always so good to his friends. He would always help them out when they needed it. His g/f's wives were people who were supposed to do for him. Now I am neither, he's better and I'll take it.
That's all folks, off to work! Stay safe everyone!
