Hi Believe6. It's a wild ride of emotions & then add on a pandemic! Geez! We all have moments like the one you described above. Let yourself greive. Let it out. Whatever release works for you. Know that you're not alone here. Lots of ups and downs. And moments when you realize, hey...I WILL be okay.

You sound like a strong woman who can fend for herself. Work on you and the rest will happen in time.

~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever