In lockdown there is a lot of time to be left to your thoughts... sigh
I fell for breadcrumbs and cake eating this weekend.
I engaged in behaviors I thought were strong and setting boundaries... turned out I was being petty and spiteful. It was felt by others it was a move to gain control. I dont want to be seen as controlling.... that's a 180 for me I must concentrate on.
I was really feeling stronger in my path to let go and let be, but it turned out to be less of a proud moment t overall.
I will make a stronger commitment to not look at calls/texts. I will not be part of that selfish behavior any longer.
Everyone has missteps along the way. Yesterday was mine, but also today is MINE too. Everyday is my day to make choices for me.
