I do understand and empathize with you. Us front line critical worker cannot sit this thing out.
Your post inspired a response from me which got a little wordy - imagine that! I moved it to my thread. It’s all about rationalizing and such. Typical from me.
I do feel for the health care system. Too many people seeking it out right now.
Take care of yourself.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.