Its a difficult time right now and with a live in MLCer, it is also extremely hard.. Everything your saying and feeling is valid and I would continue as you are venting, going for walks and or doing things that ground and center you
Good days, bad days We have all had those same fears about money
I remember saying to my friend, well worst comes to worst Ill work at like Macy"s and I accepted that
little did I know what the universe would open up for me as far as work goes
You are doing so good, you are trying to painfully walk through an unbearable loss and situation during a time in our lives of uncertainty
one step at a time one breath at a time one prayer...
you r stronger than u know not running, not drinking, not ... your are courageous and truly powerful and will get through this as we all have
This is just one step in the journey..Eventually the journey at least this painful piece will be complete and all things fall into place for your best even though you cant see it all now
Trust
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
