I wish I would have seen your post last night. I was still up.
I totally get the thoughts you have about when at work you don’t think much about the situation. Same here. I do have some distraction with our daughter home, but not much. Where before he would be in and out and I didn’t even give it a thought anymore, I am now so aware of how much he can’t sit still at home.
Thankfully, he is not chatty on the phone like your H is, but I hear constant text pings. Last night, he came home from work, went into the bedroom, stayed there until 7:45 then came into the den to go to bed. 7:45! The suns barely gone down. He’s bored. It’s hard to navigate.
Also, today is our 28th wedding anniversary. We are currently about seven weeks away from the anniversary of the BD. I never thought I’d be here a year later like this. Last year, we had a nice dinner out, just the two of us.
I have a feeling I will be here more as the days go by.
