Well it was a 26 year relationship, so I have two years to go?
Actually the pit in my stomach is anticipating the negativity and attempted gaslighting that is usually in his emails. I don’t think that’s a function of time since divorce, since I’d never want him back in a million years. It’s more like not wanting to open the email is like not wanting to open that old Tupperware of leftovers you found in your fridge - you just don’t know what nasty thing you’ll find inside!
Thankfully his email was relatively well behaved this time.