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[CanBird]

Once again I typed and erased it. Looking forward to 00 being gone so I can use the computer instead of phone to post! Less typos too..lol..

~j~ 00 was out in the garage talking to ow/gf in the middle of the night again. Doesn't matter any more right? No. It doesn't. It still hurts. At least he goes outside. It still hurts. He's talking to someone he loves and it's not me. We ARE roommates & we are STUCK here during this pandemic.

I will admit, yesterday morning, when 00 announced HE cancelled his flight to another state, I was happy to not be alone. I'm scared. My anxitey is through the roof. Having another human there that I trust with D3 is a blessing. I found out later in the day he lied about his cancellation.

There was a moment in the day when 00 left his phone open to read. So I did. It was an exchange between him and his brother. 00 said, "They cancelled my flight to -----" (ow/gf home country). Whatever plans he had got cancelled by flight restrictions in & around her country. Ha Ha!! That's called KARMA! Maybe he cancelled a portion of his trip, but the fact is he lied. Why bother! To lesdon the sting?

He had told me his flight plans to another state previously, and I thought, yeah, whatever. YOU have at least a full month free before work and your not going to see ow/gf? Unless she's meeting you state side, I don't buy it. But, I did buy into it a little. Zero expectations right?

Another exchange I read on the phone was regarding the D and money...haha I'll buy my own house. Wish I could have read more. Makes me wonder what other secrets he's hiding. More shall be revealed right? I hope not. More good news please.

I still think 00 could be a secret agent. Definitly putting that into my screenplay.