Midlife wife crisis14

[Wolfman]

Wow ok. Thank you everyone. I get it. I don’t know why I answer the phone. My own stupidity I guess. After we got off the phone she continued to text me and I did not answer a single text. There was no need for it.

W,

It drives you crazy because you allow it. You are both addicted to the drama. If you weren’t you wouldn’t answer her calls. Your kids are roughly the same age as mine and I haven’t spoke to my ex on the phone since November.

That is Great!!! I hate that sometimes I make these mistakes. I have to really stop answer all phone calls from her!!! It’s just not right for me to answer. Talk about your slow learner.

Journaling: With everything going on and being stuck mostly inside, I just really miss my kids. Obviously I still get them on some days, but the days I don’t, I just miss them terribly. I think of all the board games we could play, taking them out for a bike ride. Just playing with them in the yard. This divorce has hit me hard when it comes to my kids!!! I will never understand when I read on here how the husband/wife just walked away from the family. I kinda understand leaving a spouse, but your children??? I hate that my kids have to bounce back and forth. I am trying my best to get my house ready for them, so they feel very comfortable. I never wanted this for my kids. They are suppose to have stability and loving parents. I know we still love them apart but that is not the best for the kids. In my opinion. Today is gloomy and as I look out the window realize the love I have for my children is beyond what anyone could imagine especially my kids. Everytime I see them it’s like seeing them for the first time when they are born. That love, that excitement, that joy. I just needed to write this, it made me feel better.