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[CanBird]

I know it probably doesn't seem like it now, but regardless of what the future holds, getting the legal stuff done now will help you to heal and move forward. I think had I been able to do that 3.5 years ago, I would be in a much better place. This is really the ultimate DB. It will be interesting to see how he handles things now that he has his freedom and how long that high lasts before the reality of his losses begin adding up for him. Regardless, you have handled this with grace, dignity and kindness and you are setting a tremendous example for your D.

Thank you (((OwnIt ))) As difficult as this has been to accept at times, in the end we all just want to be happy. We want D3 to be happy & taken care off. 00 and I are cordial to eachother. Roommates, right? I have moved on incertain areas, but still harbor the hate of being cheated on. The feeling that I failed myself as a woman; I wasn't enough.

Now that 00 has his freedom, he said he feels a bit of relief, but still has the stresses of work (will it be there) & stress of surviving this pandemic. He cancelled his flight he said, because he said he feels safer here than CA. We'll, I snooped & read his text to his brother .."they cancelled my flight to ( gf country)". BIG lie. I feel so foolish for beleiving anything he says. Regardless, he's here for D3.

When he gives his attention to D3, he's a great dad. Being stuck in this virus lockdown situation I hope he gets a feel for how much attention you need to give a child. You have to have patience. He's learning. I'm learning to remember to be more patient.

I'd love to write more but exhausted.

Be safe