~J~ I stepped away from the dating site for now. I was curious to see what single men where out there. Is there anyone? And some single dads too. Mere curiousity. My picture was of my feet. Zero plans for anything.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
~j~ Grieving? I believe it must be. 00 just left the house. It's 7am. I heard the engine turn over in his vehicle and my heart sank. I have to look at this like, he's returning to work soon. Hopefully D3 will handle things better than me.
Yesterday we sat down and talked business. We handled it well. Hoping to talk more about other things before he leaves. All business.
Time to refocus on us. New job starting next week. We'll see how that goes amongst the chaos in the world.
Stay Safe Everyone
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
stay the course In MLC, they are usually focused on their plan nothing will stop them some will turn around and usually if they do it takes time for the OW flame to burn out
for us, it all passes, the pain and disappointment the grief new doors open and usually better ones may be hard to see past the dark
Yes the focus back on you beginning a new journey
It is amazing how things do seem to work out hang in
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
~j~ Had to share. D3 got up in the night, and ran out to the living room, onto the sofa. I went to get her, passing where 00 sleeps & saw he was gone. It's 12:30am. I had a quick peek outside to see if his car was gone, but It was there & raining. I put her in my bed & thought to turn our sprinklers off, because its raining. I ALWAYS turn them off if it rains. It had been pouring ALL DAY.. Went outside to the garage, unlocked the door. It was dark, & when I turned the lights on, 00 spoke. From somewhere behind my truck, he was hiding in the datk, probably online with ow.
00: "What are you doing?".me:Turning the sprinklers off; it's raining....00:"Shouldn't you be sleeping?".
Good grief man. Obviuosly online again with ow. I didn't say another word, just turned the lights off, left him in the dark & shut the door.
I will have no reaction in the morning. He looks like the idiot. So glad I choose to say nothing else. He's a roommate. He'll be gone in 2 days.Travel restrictions pending.
Looks like he's back inside.
Tomorrow is another day. D day.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
It must be extremely difficult and upsetting to put up with this behaviour from him. I really feel for you.
In two days he will be gone and you won’t have this stress any more. You will be free of it and can move on with your life with D3 and your new job.
You are doing amazing.
Hi Westo. I'm use to him being glued to his phone. "I'm Just reading.!!!.." . The sneeking out (maybe to talk? Or video chat? ) that has been the last two days, that I've noticed. I'm past the point of caring. I just hope we can get through this and he does go as planned. Who knows with this virus & travelling. He's in a safer state, but mentally, I don't think he'd survive. Me? I'd be fine I guess. D3 would be happy. Ow? Oh I could care lesd..lol..
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
~j~ Another Sleepless night. 4am. Everything on my mind. I'm not alone. D & Covid-19. AHa! The title for my script! My Covid Divorce: The virus within the virus.
Looking forward to the distraction of my new job. With this virus, things could change. Scary times.
Tired now....zzzzzxx
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~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
~j~ And that's that. Papers are signed, we agreed to what I wanted. He gets his freedom.
Now we're bbqing steak. 00 leaves for CA tomorrow & and back to boat work shortly after. Ow is still in the picture & in her home country as far as I know. May they live happily after.
My new job is on hold because of this Covid19 virus. I have no idea when I'll start.
Intetesting times. Feeling okay at the moment. We'll see how I am tomorrow.
Be safe.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
00 cancelled his flight. He's staying here until work calls for him.
Smart call. At least he gets more time with D3.
Interesting times.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
I know it probably doesn't seem like it now, but regardless of what the future holds, getting the legal stuff done now will help you to heal and move forward. I think had I been able to do that 3.5 years ago, I would be in a much better place. This is really the ultimate DB. It will be interesting to see how he handles things now that he has his freedom and how long that high lasts before the reality of his losses begin adding up for him. Regardless, you have handled this with grace, dignity and kindness and you are setting a tremendous example for your D.
