This crisis has certainly change things up (DB wise) for me. Who knows what’s gonna happen tomorrow? What if our loved ones die? I am feeling anxious and scared because of the pandemic, but the only person I wish I could rely on and hold on to is someone who continues to show me indifference. The loneliness seems to be magnified now that the world is in crisis. I feel extremely worn out, having to worry about keeping our daily lives going and preparing for worst all on my own.
Your H is still living in his own bubble, just like mine. Hang in there, come here and vent. We probably all need each other here even more than ever during this period of craziness.