I'm bored. This virus has really done a number on options. There's nowhere to go now after work. No classes, no hobbies, exercise options have dwindled, and I'm stuck in a house stocked with snacks. I wish the weather would at least cooperate a little so I could get outside a bit more. Maybe next week will be better there.
And, work is pretty slow as well with everything. We mostly work with the local city governments, and a lot of them are shut down, so there's not as much activity (at least for what I do personally).
Home life is, as usual, mainly focused on my daughter. Very little conversation with the wife. She'll occasionally make a comment about things going on in the world, but there's never any significant discussion (in either length or subject matter). I suppose that's better than the icy cold stonewalling I used to get for months and months.
My daughter loves it when we're together. She'll direct us sometimes to go sit somewhere together, or in a way that she can sit between both of us. Then she'll doing something like, look at my W and say, "My mommy." Look at me and say, "My daddy." Then just lift her head up and smile and say, "My mommy and my daddy!" It's bittersweet as I love seeing her happy and smiling, but it breaks my heart because of what is in progress (of course, that process, with whatever timeline it was on, is delayed now too, I think, as the court has continued almost all cases to a later date).
It's one thing to be patient when there are things to keep you busy, but much more difficult when most of the things you'd like to do are not an option. Now, there's too much time for the mind.
