Hey U - good to see you bud! Thanks for the advice on forgiving myself. I am definitely trying to work on acceptance of divorce if that is the outcome. Even still, it's a tough pill to swallow in feeling like my marriage failed. Working through it.
Yail - Thanks for checking in. Also, I have been thinking a good deal about your question as to what I DO want. I know in the short term, I want to stop feeling so anxious and hurt. I want to work on boundaries and being more assertive in my life (both personal and professional). Long term, I want to be with someone that values, respects, and honors me. Do I hope that WW is that person? Absolutely. Do I want to be ok either way? Absolutely.
The animals are doing well. We've treated a TON of injured pets. Debris from the storms did some crazy damage. I am finding it easier to focus on things other than my sitch and I'm really trying to self correct when I feel myself spinning. I put together my new indoor rower and worked out this weekend (with Sno Tha Product on blast). Now I can hardly move! Haha. I have made plans with friends a few nights this week and I'm still putting one foot in front of the other. Tonight I'm making a killer squash casserole because, well, it's delicious and I'm craving it. I hope you're doing well.
KG
LBW 32 - me WW 31 T 7 M 4 No Kids 4 dogs
Separated 1y Navigating the mine field and GAL with or without
