As soon as the other lady left yesterday morning, I clearly told her I didn't like that at all...and I did it calmly. As you say I do not want to get passive agressive about it or but hurt over it. I might have done that yesterday by keeping a distance from her, no physical contact, no love words. I guess she gets a one time warning on this one, next time I am a memory.
Given that context I'm loathe to bring the topic up for further talk, but it's bugging me as I don't feel I got the whole story...would I ever even if I asked? probably not...that said should I just let her go now. meh, the conflict in me over this I think makes the angriest. Also she's not really apologized like I think she should have. But what apology would really free my mind from this stuff and make it alright? I ain't TOUCHING her until that mark is off her neck. And unless she's a hicky magician we all know a single kiss on the neck won't make that thing appear. I feel repulsed by her right now...which I know is crazy, but my attraction to her went to H*LL seeing that on her.
