The current world/country/local situation is a stressful one. The closing of businesses and services increases the stresses on patrons and employees. The cancellation of all social gatherings adds to the atmosphere.
That is the plan for the next few weeks. Further plans to get communities back up and running are being crafted. This will take time; which is good, for we want them to do it right. I am thankful for these preemptive measures, for delays would surely have increased the problems for getting the genie back in the bottle.
These current efforts and behaviours asked of us are only temporary. This is not permanent.
I do empathize with having no spouse to discuss this or anything with. Unmoored is an excellent description of that sensation. Please have faith, you will find your balance, your solid ground, and discover your anchor in life is you.
Take care.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.