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[CanBird]

I can't take back I spilt the beans... that's weighing on me. But I was sick of 00 being looked at, as this poor lost soul, when really he was hiding an affair!

Besides that, my stress level is sky high.

Covid-19. Feels everything is closing. It's just a matter of time before more severe travel bans are implemented and we'll be shut off from the world.

This would have been a great time for R! In a movie. Tradegy brings people together?

00 has had lots of 1 on 1 with D3. She suggested I come along yesterday, actually said she felt bad I was left behind. Didn't want to go unless we all went. 00 was SO angry. He did not want me along & was going to not take D3. As it ended up, I came & stayed in the shadows and it was fine. I can't believe 00 was SO bent out of shape. D3 said these things on her own. She's smart! And I see she's hurting; can act out a bit when we don't give in.

I feel that sinking feeling again. I fear the struggles ahead. I have no where to go, so this is it. Slowly I will down size what I can in case we do need to move. I dont what the future brings.