1st Anniversary of Limbo, Indecisive WAH (part 2)

[Pommy99]

Hi may, thanks for checking in. Yes he’s gone. I felt ok last night. He actually came to the house, rang the doorbell rather than letting himself in. I made him stand on the doorstep whilst I ascertained what he wanted!! He’d come round to pick up his Amazon delivery. It was an ironing board. Couldn’t quite fathom out why he needed that at 9pm, it wasn’t as if he was just passing. Anyway we had a laugh and a joke about a few things (he said he wanted to take a framed photo of the kids so I asked if he wanted one of me as well!! He said he’d already hung a huge one of me over the mantelpiece!) Whatever happens, one thing that will always bond us is sense of humour and that we can laugh together in the worst times.

Today feels strange, in some ways it’s only like any other day that he is working away, but then I open the empty wardrobe and it feels so real. The kids are ok. He’s called them and made plans to see them today.

I’m in the middle of making a few small changes to the MBR. It feels good actually. I wouldn’t normally buy or change anything without planning it with him, but I’m going to make that room all mine now!!