~J~ I spilled the beans. I finally decided to tell a member of 00s family that he had an affair.

Since we are clearly on the path to no return, D, I'm DONE being super nice & holding back this secret. I needed to vent. I told my step-MIL. It felt good to let it out. I asked 00 if he told any family the truth; his brother & father. 00 said he had, but I knew he was not truthful. My conversation with S-MIL confirmed this. Any ways. Feels good to get it out.

I still can't believe this is happening, but I'm looking at it from a different prespective. Like when someone is in the final stages of dying. You already knew they were sick; health could go either way. Always hoping for the best, but prepared for the worst.

Tonight, I probably broke a lot of DB rules. It was hard to act as all of this did'nt bother me


It hurts. But we will be okay

~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever