I'm not doing very well today. I keep replaying the messages I found from my H to the OW. Or should I say YW [young woman). It's so hard to accept that he proposed to her. Asked her to have his baby. Ugh! It's all too much. I can't get it out of my head. I can't read, watch tv or even work without these thoughts popping up in my head. I want to stay in bed and shut out the world.
Me: 47 H: 45 T: 24 M:23 D23 BD #1 12/19: ILYBNILWY BD #2 2/20: I discovered H was having an affair with OW. (OW is 21 and lives in another country) Current R status: Separated.
