This IS your normally scheduled life

[oceangrl]

Thanks Yorkie. Nice to see you back on the boards these days. Countdown?

I think I'm just finally really feeling what we hear a million times - a D is just paperwork. It really is. I thought it would give me closure, and to a certain extent it did. I don't have a weight over me and I don't have the anxiety any more. But with those two emotional experiences gone from my life I didn't think I'd be left just being quietly sentimental.

I think part of my struggle is that I don't agree with the "we shouldn't be together" element. That's where I struggle.

Overall though, life is good. It really is.

Ugh,Yail, FS, May....you guys all got me in the heart tonight with all the feels. Such beautiful words.

Yail, I read the above and it gives me hope. I become so afraid of the future. What will my life look like in six months? A year? How will it feel and what will life be life if H goes through with this D?

It's good to know life is good for you.