~J~ 00 had things to do today, mainly go to DMV. I had to work & was planning on taking D3 with me. She wanted to be with her dad, and so he was in charge for the day.
I had a few good chats. Well, more like venting sessions. Not sure what to do now. I've stayed away from the house most of the day. I miss my girl. It's been a long day already & I'm tired. Didn't sleep well last night.
Struggling again that 00 gets to up and leave the state , leaves his daughter & does whatever he pleases. He works in a different state, so really he can live anywhere he wants. 00 Vagabond. Literally. Happily reunited with the xgf. Ugh.. makes me sick. They are skipping around having the times if their lives while I'm sinking. I have my little girl which helps me smile & feel loved. I wonder when I'll find love again?
I agree with everyone that posted last, regarding 00 taking a trip with D3. Definitely no. I will voice my feelings & go with my gutt. He can spend time with her here until he leaves. He stayed here last night. I do not miss the snoring. I'm assuming he'lk stay here until he goes. It doesn't bother me. He's just a roommate. Friendly cashier. He's being SO nice via text ugh...makes me sick. I see through those manipulative words.
Well, I guess I should GAL before they return, but I'm So exhausted. Might be a hazard to drive. Seriously. Hey,....sunset is within walking distance. Perfect!
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever