Steve85 -

I know you are shaking your head at me... and why I keep spinning.

It takes all my energy to be calm in front of my H.

I'm taking the steps to day to secure an atty and protect my assests and go after every dime he owes me.

I should not have gotten pulled in the crap he started yesterday and he felt he went to bed angry again.

I'm doing my best to remove my emotions and realize that he says one thing and then another. He is still convinced he can't leave because he has no place to go... he is still looking for houses and he owes me money and can't even pay the credit card bill... I told him I was upset that the bill didn't get paid. He should have come to me about how to get it paid but I let it alone.

I hate him... I really hate him...