CW -

My thoughts are all over the place...

Anyway back to a question I had earlier... he is speeding up things today because I made him angry yesterday. And, yesterday he was angry. And, you mentioned that anger was a form of attachment.

Today I suppose there is anger underneath... but when I look at him in the eyes... I don't see the face of the man who loved me. He looks dead... there is no emotion... IS THIS APATHY??? Is this my sign that he is done??? Not the anger he had yesterday???