I woke up at 5am with anxiety....

Yesterday after he accused me of f'ing him up and telling me that he felt betrayed by me and well since I couldn't drop the conversation that we are toxic...

I let it go and I was p*ssed.

I didnt go home after work and met S18 a restaurant to have a chat and chill. I let him go home first to see if H got up and went to work.

SURPRISE!!!!! It was 1 1/2 he after he was supposed to get up.... sill sleeping.

Since I eventually wanted to go home I had S18 wake him up but I stayed gone until he left.

He came home this am... hasnt said a word fo me.... eventually asked if my coffee cup goes in dishwasher .. I said yes. He later asked what was wrong with his dog... I said he just probably ate something he should not have.

Now I'm sitting in the living room and he has retreated to the sun room to watch videos on his pbone.

Today is going to be a long one.

Last edited by job; 03/10/20 02:20 PM. Reason: edited language