Oh Pommy, I'm sorry. What you're feeling is normal. I felt that anger when I felt like I was waking up. Like my deep, inner self was waking up and saying, "I don't think so. This is not okay to treat me like this."
This is all so hard and so unfair. But you are doing great and we are here for you. I hope you're doing okay.
the best apology is changed behavior. *************** me: 45 h: 48 m: 23 T: 26 DD1:19 DD2:16 DS:11 BD1: PA for 2 yrs 08/2016 BD2: OW is one of my closest friends 12/2016 BD3: H wants a D 11/2019