That's not heated that's bustin ball$ in my world. I don't think friendship is necessary either Ginger. Who needs a friend that was once a confidant, lover, and life companion that flew the coupe? I just try to keep that frame in my head so I can move on without hating her on occasion depending on which way my mind starts to go for the day. Its actually helping me a lot with detachment. Ginger another thing? I don't care how I come across to her... I could have cut down in the wording and be a little less mean... But then again.. I DON'T CARE! LOL.....I'm just tired of the f@cking nagging, stupid fear based controlling victim mentality. I'm not her H anymore, so I won't be bothered or nagged or reminded of common silly fear based things anymore....I endured that stupid accusation for 10 years amongst others, so it needs to stop. She knows I'm half joking half serious because she knows me she was after all married to me for 10 years. That aside I appreciate her concern for S2. I decided to have a little fun with it and really don't care what she thinks. She picked up S2 later and everything was fine. These dynamics were typical so? Im not looking to change them but eliminate them. I only put it up here for Wolf's amusement. Didn't leave it open for criticisms but I'm sure Im going to get it anyway. I stopped posting here for a reason because everything I write or share here is open to unwanted criticism. I stopped asking for help a long time ago. I just want to be single, have fun, improve and be me.
