Kas - I have the same problem. It is so difficult to not imagine them being so happy and successful while we have to piece our lives together. I was looking through some of my original texts that went back and forth with my XW and was shocked. In one of them she hoped that D14 and I had a good hike together and she talked about her hike that she went with OM (she doesn't realize D14 and I both knew she went with him) to this new lake. All I could do was imagine her having such a great time while D14 and I were barely holding it together. Everyone says it will get easier with time but that doesn't help the pain now. Do you have nightmares Kas?
1st BD December 26, 2008 PA admitted to by XW December 29, 2008
2nd BD May 23, 2019 Daughter confirms EA Divorce Finalized July 18, 2019
