Still married couple from Scandinavia Part 2

[BenB]

Thanks LH, M, AS,


I really didn´t expect this and it scares me to think this could be something serious. The thought of her not being around anymore makes me nauseous but I can´t worry too much about it since I won´t know for a while.

I don´t know how it works but I assume she just takes some test on Wednesday and we know a week later.

Yesterday W messaged me and asked again if she could buy some CBD oil from me. I was on my way to pick up my dog and said I could drop it off afterwards. I ended up going up to her apartment and let her play with the pug for a while.

Yeah, it was not great for detachment to see her. I still love her and seeing her in that small apartment felt so wrong. Like what is she doing there, we should be at our place. But I´m not bothered by it, I see that as an opportunity to grow. Me being able to calm my anxiety and my heart, I always feel stronger after I do that.

I left after a few minutes, we hugged and said we´ll see each other on Wednesday.