Through The Storm III

[KristinG]

Yeah Ovr, I know. It's just so hard when I thought that we were finally working on recon. I was basically living with her for 2 months, she asked me to wear my ring again, and began wearing hers. We were having fun, laughing, and making plans for our future. Now this. I know her heart still was very wounded and she was grieving the loss of AP. Those things take time. A few weeks of NC just doesn't make it go away and, more importantly, doesn't make those "in love" feelings return to the marriage. That is the part that takes work from both sides. I feel like even though I was trying very diligently NOT to get my hopes up, and to not place any expectations on our relationship, I did. And now once again I feel crushed. I'm doing a good job trying to stay focused on the things I know that I need right now.