I know that feeling when once again, you're back to square one after another trip on the roller coaster. Remember, you get to decide what you think, how you act, and how you feel. If your attitude is aligned with this, you make it happen.
Everyone takes a loss once in a while, it's part of playing any game. Staying even keeled, not too high and not too low, is always important to keep in mind.
I know how easy it is to look to her, hoping she'll just come back. Don't feel and react, think and act always. Take the time and space you need and she needs and get to a better place.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
