Okay. That is what I have been doing. I am just a few pounds away from the lowest weight I have been during our entire marriage. I should reach that amd then some this month. I have rejuvinated my faith lately, and am continuing steps to improve my career options.
I asked about that texting because it seemed like there were a few days of some progress after I stopped telling her I loved her every day, but then a return to more icyness since I haven't texted to ask how she's doing.
I know it's a long process, and there will be ups and downs, it's just hard to tell sometimes what is a response to what I am/am not doing, and what is just a natural fluctuation.
I've been so confused about her behavior this whole time, so I guess there is nothing new in that area.
I thought possibly she might be seeing someone a few times, but lean towards not. She does not go out a lot, and is home a lot throughout the day. I did ask her a while back, and she denied it, but I take that with a grain of salt. If it's just an EA, I don't really have a way to know. She's never had many friends and doesn't talk about anyone.
